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New Haven

by Kadio

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this is my song New Haven, written in august of 2021 and recorded from january 2022 - march 2022. it's my favorite song i've ever written.

lyrics

when I see you it's like waking from a dream
oversleeping, always waiting to feel clean
already morning, I tried my best
I just can't fall asleep with your ghost on my chest
I'll wake up tomorrow with it's ash in my lungs
and I'll start coughing up blood

pull the blinds up, open window, naked light
unread message, feeling empty from last night
I guess I'll make breakfast, I'll call the doctor
maybe a priest, is there nothing to stop this
pathological nonsense, to be needed by you
what if I use to get used?

I'm still afraid
that it's too late
I'll be too late

when you see me are there parts that you forget?
disemboweled in the Greek room at the MET?
am I a head? Only my body?
am I phallus? Now that would be funny
they'll see where you cracked, where you severed my skull
but I used to be whole

aren't you afraid
that it's too late?
you'll be too late

don't say you're gonna love me now, you'll be too late
I know you'd only let me watch you pull away
just let me down, do I let you down?
don't say a word, just tell me,
do you see me now?

swore you loved me but you'll never understand
why my body only passes through your hands
you get to be angry, I have to go home
have to look in the mirror, see myself on my own
go on and tell them you knew me, you could never know how
no, I can see myself now

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released March 31, 2022
Written, Recorded, Produced by Katie Lussen

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