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at dusk - demo
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i watch the last of the light of the sun
disappear through the trace of a cloud
does it cross your mind we might see the same colors?
as they reach their hands out and sink through the ground
do you watch the stars as they fade into view,
and think of the people they've served as a guide?
do you turn your head up to ask for the answers?
the weight of their arms as they hold up the sky
if only they knew what to say,
they would say it out loud
there's a reason they've left us to figure it out
so forgive me if i fall asleep
i'm trying my best to remember my dreams
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i only come when i'm called, like a dog
stumbling outside through the middle of the night
when i claw on your door
you don't dare let me in
you don't know where i've been
but i know you'll call when you need me around
i can keep still, no i won't make a sound
you can spill all your fears
every secret you keep
if you'll lull me to sleep
but i'll stay awake next time, i promise
watch as the stars disappear with the dawn
and you're holding the sun in the palm of your hands
as i cling to the dark
you'll call me in the morning when it's gone
i'm tired of waiting up until you feel alone
and when you tell me all the dreams you had last night
i'll wonder if i was in yours like you're in mine
how could i ever ask?
you know i couldn't ask you what you see
i've had too much, you know i should get home
you say it's fine, you don't mind driving stoned
when you're smiling at me,
like you say what you mean
are you bearing your teeth?
roar of an engine that cuts like a knife
i turn my head, there i am in your lights
and you don't hit the brakes
there's no fear in your eyes
no reflection of mine
how could i give you what i promised?
i watch the stars pull apart at the dawn
you know you've got my heart in the palm of your hands
but is that what you want?
so call me in the morning when it's gone
i'm tired of waiting up until you feel alone
and when you tell me all the dreams you had last night
i'll wonder if i was in yours, like you're in mine
how could i ever ask?
you know i couldn't you what they mean
cause i'm sinking down straight through the ground
right as the sun starts to spill through the clouds
and you reach out your hands, like you're piercing the stars
you cut them open, you tear out their hearts
if that's what you want, it's alright
you can take it, it's not mine to have
you'd only have to ask
i know you'll never ask
i watch the light as it cuts through the dark
i see the sky fill the shape of your arms
you know i hate to leave,
i'm not sure what to say
see you soon, and drive safe
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today i will eat breakfast
for the first time in 3 months
i think i'm growing tired of the feeling
of my skin around my bones
i thought if i shriveled to nothing
i could lay my body bare
but i'm not empty, no
my stomach's full of air
today i will eat breakfast
then i'll sit in my backyard
and later when it's dark outside
i'll come back out and look up at the stars
i don't know any constellations,
haven't got the slightest clue
i think it's nice
to just have something else to do
today i will eat breakfast
then i might go to the store
i'll wander through the aisles
though i've been through them a thousand times before
and i've forgotten what i came here for
but hey, you never know
you think one day they might sell God at Trader Joe's?
today i will eat breakfast
i'll have so much time to kill
so maybe i'll go hiking on that mountain
i'll climb on my favorite hill
and in the warmth and glow of sunlight
i have never felt so sure
i know i can't bear to be nothing anymore
you will never be alone
as long as i am here
and then when i come home
i'll see the girl behind the glass
i've known them all my life,
and still i've never thought to ask
if they know that i love them
even if not how i should
and one day i'll be better
when i never thought i would
today i will eat breakfast
and i'll sort through my old mail
i'll learn how to get dressed
and i won't step up on a scale
i'll do the dishes, i'll eat dinner
i will laugh and i will smile
and though i know i still feel sick
i will get better in a while
and then before i go to bed
i'll call and say goodnight
i haven't seen your face in quite a long time
still, i hope that you're alright
and you know that i love you
i'm so glad that you're my friend
tomorrow i will wake up
and i'll eat breakfast again
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